I kinda wish that I could have like an hour everyday just to sit down and talk to God. Now I know I already can do that, but I mean like I just want answers. Not even like an explanation, we'll keep it easy, all I want is a "yes or a no"; Should I keep trying ? Or just let it?
Do you think He purposely puts situations in our lives to see how we will handle them, or do they just have a mind of their own, messing up His plan? Because lately I've been struggling with stuff like that.
I don't really like the "If they don't want you in there life than you don't need them in yours" motto, because that's not true for so many reasons. One being that there are certain people that I want in my life, or want back in my life, but just because I want that doesn't necessarily mean that the feeling is mutual.
So I guess I'm wondering, do you think I should let those types of things go or should I be more determined to fight for them?
I know in the long run it really doesn't matter what you think I should do(no offense) but don't worry because it doesn't even matter what I think I should do, or will do.. because, as I've wisely heard recently, "It doesn't matter, because I know its just all going to turn out all right" =)
with allll my love,
mary<3
